i say,,..i may,... my way...

the dark of the night..the light of the moon...whispers a lot... says nothing...

Am hurt..an am angry…does everything needs to be vocal….does everything needs to be told….why should I tell him to call me once he reaches Bangkok. .cant he understand this simple thing…

I donno why I had this amazing faith in him.. that he will call.. despite of me not telling him too…despite of me not reminding him thousand times to do so…it really has broken me down…how convinced I was, that he will call..that he will remember me after going to a different country too…but alas..what a slap on the face….


Yes, I know 3 days are not worth crying for…not that I will die if I don’t speak to him for 3 -4 days, but then, its simple plain courtesy to call when u go out of town..to tell somebody who cares for u that u have safely arrived, and that u missed them already ?

I MISS HIM…terribly ! no doubts about that…but then don’t I expect him to do so…
Oh god ! am angry…am hurt coz he has not called up..am hurt coz he didn’t bother to inform me of his safety…why should I waste my emotion on sumbody so heartless…

I hate him…I hate him for what he does to me..when he behaves so irresponsibly…when I puts me after everything…

Should I call everything off ?
I really cannt take it anymore….

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